[Out of all the people in the world, Steve is the only one Nat would let into her world to see her like this. He's the only one she'd trust near her while she's this emotionally vulnerable. She never would have told anyone else about this either. If she did, she would have chalked it up to her individuality and desire not to sleep with ugly guys for turning it down.
No emotions would break the hard guise she wore every second of every day. Right now, though, Nat's breath shuddered slightly, and she turned in to brush her lips directly over his heart. It was a soft thought for a dear friend. ]
Thank you. Let's sit on the couch. I'll get the alcohol and then put the flowers in a vase with water. You're the sweetest, in case you ever wondered.
[ Steve being gone is a major blow to both of them- he knows it. Bucky can only hope that he can somehow even come close to being what Steve hoped he could be. It always feels like he's falling short, but when it comes to being there for his friends when he can be, he finds his shining moments. With Sam, and hopefully with Natasha as well.
He knows he can never live up to Steve and what he left behind, but he hopes he can at least be some kind of comfort to Natasha. He cares about her a lot. ]
...Thanks.
[He gives her a soft squeeze with his right arm, then lets go so she can find a vase, and he heads in and over to the couch, taking some of the snacks out.]
[ooc: this is what happens when you type while exhausted. You write the wrong name. I meant to write bucky there, not steve. she'd only do this with BUCKY, not steve. I was switching between nat and steve and this is my mess up. whoops? forget the steve, think she'd only do this with bucky, no mention of steve ever. ]
[Bucky is the only one with whom Natasha could be like this; not even Steve could come close. She was his friend, but Bucky is more- they have a deeper bond. No one else understands and accepts her completely for who she is. The darkness that's inside her that always lives there, the knowledge that she's a murderer at her core, is something that Bucky gets, and no one else does.
When others try to exploit these traits, her past—it's painful. He also understands that the world has a way of trying to use them for their power, even if it's something they might give up.
Going into the kitchen, Natasha fixes up the flowers in a vase and places the arrangement on the small countertop in front of the sink. From there, she moves to get bottles of alcohol, vodka, and some she had tucked away in the very back-- Asgardian ale. It's a large bottle, and it's excellent for taking shots. There's only a little missing from the top. She might have had a few nights where getting blitzed without effort was needed.
Tonight resembles one of those nights, but she has a drinking partner this time. Plopping down on the couch curled up next to Bucky, the alcohol is placed on the coffee table. ]
I'd rather be here with you than anywhere else tonight. This is perfect. Do you want to do the first pour, or shall I?
[ ooc: Oh!! Okay haha it's all good! we'll just forget that part then, no problem!! ]
[ He's been here quite a few times lately and- it's been nice to have somewhere to go, to have someone to be with. It helps keep his head out of a much darker place. He hopes he can do that for her too.
He gets comfortable as he waits for her to come back with the drinks, giving her a small smile when she does so. Yeah, being here with her is much better than anything else. ]
[It's funny, or maybe it only makes sense that Nat's grown so accustomed to calling Bucky at pretty much any hour and having him be there for her. He's always a complete gentleman, and she's never less than comfortable around him.
Even now, in her most vulnerable state, she only wants to drink, snuggle, and watch bad movies with him. Opening the bottles, Nat pours out four shots. Two for each of them to start with, and she'll pour another four after that. It takes quite a bit to get her even a little intoxicated, so she's going for it right off the bat. ]
To better days and pricks that need a kick in the balls.
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Date: 2024-09-29 08:24 pm (UTC)No emotions would break the hard guise she wore every second of every day. Right now, though, Nat's breath shuddered slightly, and she turned in to brush her lips directly over his heart. It was a soft thought for a dear friend. ]
Thank you. Let's sit on the couch. I'll get the alcohol and then put the flowers in a vase with water. You're the sweetest, in case you ever wondered.
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Date: 2024-09-29 09:06 pm (UTC)He knows he can never live up to Steve and what he left behind, but he hopes he can at least be some kind of comfort to Natasha. He cares about her a lot. ]
...Thanks.
[He gives her a soft squeeze with his right arm, then lets go so she can find a vase, and he heads in and over to the couch, taking some of the snacks out.]
This is definitely better than going out.
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Date: 2024-09-30 11:20 am (UTC)[Bucky is the only one with whom Natasha could be like this; not even Steve could come close. She was his friend, but Bucky is more- they have a deeper bond. No one else understands and accepts her completely for who she is. The darkness that's inside her that always lives there, the knowledge that she's a murderer at her core, is something that Bucky gets, and no one else does.
When others try to exploit these traits, her past—it's painful. He also understands that the world has a way of trying to use them for their power, even if it's something they might give up.
Going into the kitchen, Natasha fixes up the flowers in a vase and places the arrangement on the small countertop in front of the sink. From there, she moves to get bottles of alcohol, vodka, and some she had tucked away in the very back-- Asgardian ale. It's a large bottle, and it's excellent for taking shots. There's only a little missing from the top. She might have had a few nights where getting blitzed without effort was needed.
Tonight resembles one of those nights, but she has a drinking partner this time. Plopping down on the couch curled up next to Bucky, the alcohol is placed on the coffee table. ]
I'd rather be here with you than anywhere else tonight. This is perfect. Do you want to do the first pour, or shall I?
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Date: 2024-10-02 11:35 pm (UTC)[ He's been here quite a few times lately and- it's been nice to have somewhere to go, to have someone to be with. It helps keep his head out of a much darker place. He hopes he can do that for her too.
He gets comfortable as he waits for her to come back with the drinks, giving her a small smile when she does so. Yeah, being here with her is much better than anything else. ]
You can go for it. Pour to your heart's desire.
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Date: 2024-10-03 10:02 am (UTC)Even now, in her most vulnerable state, she only wants to drink, snuggle, and watch bad movies with him. Opening the bottles, Nat pours out four shots. Two for each of them to start with, and she'll pour another four after that. It takes quite a bit to get her even a little intoxicated, so she's going for it right off the bat. ]
To better days and pricks that need a kick in the balls.