"I was the same. Who would love me. I could never let anyone close enough, or even think about love. It was not something I saw ever. Dating or love." Natasha shook her head. The closest she'd come had been Clint-- who had rescued her from her life in the Red Room. Her heart soared when he did, and they cared deeply for one another. There was much between them, but she couldn't give him the family he wanted. It wasn't meant to be, and so they kept the feelings they shared as familial. He was the closest person in her life, but it would never be this-- no one would ever love her, at least that's what she thought until now. This was far different, far deeper and grander than anything she'd ever known. This was what her soul had always desired.
"It's good to know that we are in this all the way together then." Listening she nodded, but shrugged. Natasha didn't care what others thought. Those that cared enough for her would accept it, or if they didn't then they would figure it out when she disappeared, and came back with him as time grew. They would prove their love. "I haven't been alive that long, but I will be with you for the next thousand. I can't believe it in some ways now, but if you say it's true, then I believe you. What our friends believe and think is on them. They will see our love is real in time. Those that know me will see it in my eyes, and know my walls are gone between us."
Turning to gaze at him sideways, she nods. "I would love a dinner date. I happen to like food." She laughed softly, running her hands along his legs. She hated sitting like this. It was not her favorite thing, but she sighed and moved up and took herself off of his softening cock with a small whine. Then she turned herself around and sat back down in his lap facing him. This way she could wrap herself back around him as they talked.
Seeing him face to face, being able to touch him again meant so much. "We did decide on two ceremonies, one to mark one another and then one for our friends. We can do the marking one right away, and the other later. That way we are joined and bound to one another, then we can wait to do what we want with those who are close to us later. We can handfast during our marking as well. I think that is more than enough. I want to be yours completely, not that I'm not already." She knows she is full well his, and that he is hers. Leaning in, she sets her mouth on his and kisses him slowly, full of lingering passion and delight in their love.
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Date: 2024-05-11 05:24 pm (UTC)"It's good to know that we are in this all the way together then." Listening she nodded, but shrugged. Natasha didn't care what others thought. Those that cared enough for her would accept it, or if they didn't then they would figure it out when she disappeared, and came back with him as time grew. They would prove their love. "I haven't been alive that long, but I will be with you for the next thousand. I can't believe it in some ways now, but if you say it's true, then I believe you. What our friends believe and think is on them. They will see our love is real in time. Those that know me will see it in my eyes, and know my walls are gone between us."
Turning to gaze at him sideways, she nods. "I would love a dinner date. I happen to like food." She laughed softly, running her hands along his legs. She hated sitting like this. It was not her favorite thing, but she sighed and moved up and took herself off of his softening cock with a small whine. Then she turned herself around and sat back down in his lap facing him. This way she could wrap herself back around him as they talked.
Seeing him face to face, being able to touch him again meant so much. "We did decide on two ceremonies, one to mark one another and then one for our friends. We can do the marking one right away, and the other later. That way we are joined and bound to one another, then we can wait to do what we want with those who are close to us later. We can handfast during our marking as well. I think that is more than enough. I want to be yours completely, not that I'm not already." She knows she is full well his, and that he is hers. Leaning in, she sets her mouth on his and kisses him slowly, full of lingering passion and delight in their love.