Even though Natasha holds no special magical senses of her own, she already knows by how her heart twists and moves that this is beyond normal and that there were outer forces at play. Normally she'd be beyond herself at the thought that someone or thing outside herself had any control over this, but when it turns out that Natasha can't find any fault in what's been offered to her how can she -- this is all that she's secretly hoped for since childhood; it's her heart's song, To turn away would be foolishness of the utmost order, and Natasha is certainly no fool.
All that he promises is open and there's no one thing that she looks forward to than any other, for right now the most pressing part (in more ways than one) is to be present in this very moment with him. Natasha wants to live her entire future out with him, but she also wants to be here with him now, focusing on exactly what they are doing, because despite all else this is the first thing that brought them together, and tied their hearts so closely, and she will always focus on every thing that centers between them and not the far off because here is the truth.
It's difficult to harm someone who delights in measures of pain the way she does. Natasha's never known the true meaning of the word 'sub space' because she's never been a sub, but she's been to that place of perfect peace brought on by a certain amount of pain-- and she would probably relish learning how to enjoy it as well as deliver it with the right person, but only under conditions that didn't resemble those that tortured her before.
This is nothing like that. This is beautiful and bright, and the burn that grounds her to him is wonderful. It reminds her that she belongs to Loki. "I want it all, my love. I want to know that I am yours and the burn of it, only reminds me of that like the pleasure does. You are both sides, the fire, the ice. You bring all the things I like in one. Fuck, it feels like I've never been more alive when you push into me. " She brings herself back like he asks, and gasps at the feel of him. Nothing has felt more large, more intense in her life She has no choice but to move slow as he stretches her open. There's a few times she has to move forward to sit back further.
"Loki..." She moans around his name, saying it as it's meant to be said in the most grand pleasure. "I have never felt like this." Finally she meets his lap and can feel him inside her. Curling her arm around his neck, she slides forward some and breathes deeply as she does, almost not wanting to release him from his deep purchase in her body.
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Date: 2024-04-08 09:51 pm (UTC)All that he promises is open and there's no one thing that she looks forward to than any other, for right now the most pressing part (in more ways than one) is to be present in this very moment with him. Natasha wants to live her entire future out with him, but she also wants to be here with him now, focusing on exactly what they are doing, because despite all else this is the first thing that brought them together, and tied their hearts so closely, and she will always focus on every thing that centers between them and not the far off because here is the truth.
It's difficult to harm someone who delights in measures of pain the way she does. Natasha's never known the true meaning of the word 'sub space' because she's never been a sub, but she's been to that place of perfect peace brought on by a certain amount of pain-- and she would probably relish learning how to enjoy it as well as deliver it with the right person, but only under conditions that didn't resemble those that tortured her before.
This is nothing like that. This is beautiful and bright, and the burn that grounds her to him is wonderful. It reminds her that she belongs to Loki. "I want it all, my love. I want to know that I am yours and the burn of it, only reminds me of that like the pleasure does. You are both sides, the fire, the ice. You bring all the things I like in one. Fuck, it feels like I've never been more alive when you push into me. " She brings herself back like he asks, and gasps at the feel of him. Nothing has felt more large, more intense in her life She has no choice but to move slow as he stretches her open. There's a few times she has to move forward to sit back further.
"Loki..." She moans around his name, saying it as it's meant to be said in the most grand pleasure. "I have never felt like this." Finally she meets his lap and can feel him inside her. Curling her arm around his neck, she slides forward some and breathes deeply as she does, almost not wanting to release him from his deep purchase in her body.