Date: 2024-03-28 04:25 pm (UTC)
abit_ofboth: (shirtless look down)
From: [personal profile] abit_ofboth
It isn’t something that Loki thinks much on, at least not anymore, but she is right about that. He believes now that there is no real excuse for what he did, but he also knows that there were certain things set in motion that caused those events. Things he could not have changed even if he had wanted to. No, he knows now that any time he might have tried to do anything differently, that version of himself would’ve just ended up being set before a TVA judge and sentenced to the Void. In essence, it doesn’t matter that Loki felt hurt, that he felt justified in his actions. Even that he likely was influenced by the mind stone, it all means nothing because Kang would not have let things go any other way.

And now that he’s gone and Loki is in control, it never will again. There are millions of versions of himself making all sorts of new and interesting decisions, creating all sorts of different outcomes and that is what makes everything all worth it. And perhaps it is why the Norns have seen fit to finally bring him and Natasha together.

Even Loki does not know all the ways that time works, even as he helps to keep all possible timelines alive and thriving. He might be able to see them all and help them grow and stay healthy, but he has no control over what everyone in those timelines does. When he decided to message this Natasha to apologize, he had not know for sure how she would react. He had known that she was from a close approximation of the timeline he’d originally come from and therefore knew that they had some of the same experiences, but that was it. It had always been possible that she turned him down. He is forever grateful that she did not.

Fate, it seems, did work out for the best sometimes. “We shall have an eternity to do all those things. I cannot wait to wear your mark. I shall wear it proudly for all to see for all time. If there is one thing that no one can take from me, it is my love for you.” Loki is typically a rather chaotic being, but what many don’t know is that he can be quite loyal too. He’s sure Thor might second guess that, but that is only because his brother did not always see the purpose behind Loki’s mischief. He does not think the same is true with Natasha.

A grin spreads across his face at her impatience as he slowly works one slick finger into her, though he does gasp in surprise as she forces herself back taking the entirety of his finger. She is a most wonderful lover and he plans to give her everything she desires. “You will have all of me, my love. I will fill you so deeply you will forget everything except how my body feels within you.” He wants to do that now, but even as she relaxes around his finger and he begins to work a second inside her, he knows it is not enough yet for her to take his cock without more pain than he is willing to risk.

Instead, he smooths a hand over her hip and holds her still as he forces a second finger in along side the first and slowly begins to scissor them. “Patience, my darling. I wish for you to feel everything I do to you. Savour it and enjoy how much our bodies are in tune.”

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