Perhaps it has. If there is one thing that Loki has learned recently, it’s that time doesn’t really play by any rules. It does it’s own thing, at least when left to its own devices so maybe all of this was meant to happen, maybe he and Natasha were meant to meet like this, at this point in each of their lives. It would certainly explain the connection they were both feeling.
Because there has to be something else. There has to be a reason why being inside her like this is like feeling his soul fill with everything good he ever could imagine. It’s like coming home and being enveloped in a warm hug from those who matter to you most. Something he’s sadly not experienced much of in the past but thinks that now he might be able to actually have that in the arms of a former enemy turned lover.
What little Loki knows of her past would make him understand why she might feel such a way. He feels much the same about himself. He didn’t even have a true friend until recently so the idea of love had always felt illusive to him. Part of him understands that Thor loves him and Frigga loved him, but it always felt distant, like something he didn’t deserve or truly even have. But being here with Natasha now, filling her and feeling her wrapped around him in more ways than one made him think that perhaps he had been wrong all these years. He deserves this as much as she.
“Yes, yes I am yours.” His voice is uncharacteristically soft, denoting the honesty bleeding out of him. After this, he’ll be hers forever. He moans and can do nothing else but follow her instructions. He keeps his angle steady as he holds her close and fucks her harder and faster as she moves back against him with equal force. He’s quickly running headlong towards his own orgasm, but he’s determined to make her come a second time before that happens. A moment later, he is not disappointed as she comes undone beneath him. She is stunning as he watches, hair a mess, sweaty and absolutely stunning as she comes once more on his cock. He can feel her clench tightly around him, drawing a long, low moan from deep within him.
He groans and leans in, attaching his mouth to where her neck meets her clavicle and sucks hard, marking her in the first way that comes to mind as he thrusts deeply into her one more time and comes. His orgasm rips through him, blanking his mind to everything but the feeling of emptying himself inside her and the taste of her skin on his lips.
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Date: 2024-02-15 05:33 pm (UTC)Because there has to be something else. There has to be a reason why being inside her like this is like feeling his soul fill with everything good he ever could imagine. It’s like coming home and being enveloped in a warm hug from those who matter to you most. Something he’s sadly not experienced much of in the past but thinks that now he might be able to actually have that in the arms of a former enemy turned lover.
What little Loki knows of her past would make him understand why she might feel such a way. He feels much the same about himself. He didn’t even have a true friend until recently so the idea of love had always felt illusive to him. Part of him understands that Thor loves him and Frigga loved him, but it always felt distant, like something he didn’t deserve or truly even have. But being here with Natasha now, filling her and feeling her wrapped around him in more ways than one made him think that perhaps he had been wrong all these years. He deserves this as much as she.
“Yes, yes I am yours.” His voice is uncharacteristically soft, denoting the honesty bleeding out of him. After this, he’ll be hers forever. He moans and can do nothing else but follow her instructions. He keeps his angle steady as he holds her close and fucks her harder and faster as she moves back against him with equal force. He’s quickly running headlong towards his own orgasm, but he’s determined to make her come a second time before that happens. A moment later, he is not disappointed as she comes undone beneath him. She is stunning as he watches, hair a mess, sweaty and absolutely stunning as she comes once more on his cock. He can feel her clench tightly around him, drawing a long, low moan from deep within him.
He groans and leans in, attaching his mouth to where her neck meets her clavicle and sucks hard, marking her in the first way that comes to mind as he thrusts deeply into her one more time and comes. His orgasm rips through him, blanking his mind to everything but the feeling of emptying himself inside her and the taste of her skin on his lips.