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Loki ([personal profile] abit_ofboth) wrote in [personal profile] blackhourglass 2024-05-03 05:13 pm (UTC)

There had been a time when Loki had thought that he would be alone forever. Even as he started to make friends, he never imagined he could really have this. For a long time he believe it wasn’t something he deserved and being told that Kang’s plan for him was to fail so that others may succeed hadn’t helped that. Of course, now he knows better. He knows that all of this did happen for a reason, that somehow he is the chosen variant, the one able to break free of the chains of the Sacred Timeline and set everything to right. There is a version of him that is meant to live that original life, and a million more that live millions more, but he’s the one that has allowed that to happen and though she is really so much more than this, Natasha is certainly a prize for having done such things.

Prize seems like the wrong word. But Loki does see that him being allowed to be with her is something that is special and why else could he be so deserving? He also thinks that this version of her must have similar reasons for wanting and receiving him. Just another way in which he believes they are truly equals. All versions of her are brilliant and worthy in his mind, but he also believes that it’s possible she has done something different that allows her to see beyond his past and accept him so fully.

All thought is wrenched from him as he hits the correct spot and feels her arch and hears his name on her lips. He doesn’t let up, pressing firmly against that spot inside her as he holds onto her, ensuring he remains fully buried as she pushes back hard onto him. The only motion for a moment is his fingers massaging her spot while his thumb rubs at her clit. He gasps out her name as she comes harder than he’s ever made anyone come before.

Instincts take over as she calls for him to come. He couldn’t deny her if he tried and that is the last thing he wants. How could he with her body gripped tightly around him like that. Using the last of his strength, he lifts her with his free arm and drives her back down onto his cock for one last thrust as he feels himself erupt inside her. All his senses feel numbed as all he can focus on is how it feels to be buried inside her tight heat. His body tenses and he grips her tight to his chest, pleasure rolling through his whole body in overwhelming waves for what feels like an eternity. He’s never come like this before, never been so fully entranced by his partner that he couldn’t see or feel anything but her.

Loki has no idea how long it’s been when he comes back to his senses. Natasha is almost limp against his body and he’s still buried inside her, though both hands are now wrapped around her middle, holding her tightly to him. He can hear her words of love and it touches him so deeply he worries for a moment he might cry. As she turns to kiss him, he moves into it, awkwardly capturing her lips as best he can and holding onto her as if she is the most precious thing in the world.

Which she absolutely is.

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