[it's true. she was cut off for a long time, and can still be limited on what she does on her own time. she may see the world a million times over, but most of it has to do with work and not pleasure.

standing to the side of the display, she tips her head to think]

I am lucky to be able to have friends and connections now. Even if they aren't many, the few I have are very true.

I train and hone my skills as a master of fighting, hacking, and knowledge. I don't like to sit still very often. I'm not one to sit and knit an blanket, and I'm never going to be a mom so those are things I think about. I'm committed to the job and right now that's my focus.

[the information about not having children slipped out and surprised nat. it's not something she tells many people at all. it's very private and something she's not proud of, and rather secretive about. in fact, she turns and moves to study something not very interesting close by, focusing on that rather than on his reaction to her truth.]